SusieJ's Advent Calendar December 19, 2009

Confession: I haven't made the fruitcake

Every year since 2004, I've baked fruitcake. Once I realized the secret of yummy fruitcake (bake it yourself, use lots of whiskey, use fresh candied fruit peel), I've baked fruitcake at Christmas.

This year, even without an extra teenager in the house, I couldn't find the time in November to bake. December's weekends have been filled with birthday parties and illness.

Everyone hates fruitcake, but my fruitcake is good. It's an Irish recipe, for people who really eat fruitcake. It's rich and boozy and full of fruit and a few nuts. It has none of that stale fruitcake mix from the supermarket; that is just foul. I can eat a lot of things other people barely consider food, but that fruitcake mix resembles deteriorating plastic more than food. Thus: no fruitcake mix means a good fruitcake.

But this year, I have no fruitcake, and I miss it.